Thursday, January 25, 2007

I went for an interview late Tuesday afternoon and was offered the job. I was told that I should be prepared to start on Monday.

The job offer left me troubled and after a talk with Rozi, I decided that I will not take up the job. If I profess to be a Christian, I will not take up a job that will require me to be dishonest about where I was working. If I profess to be a Christian, I will not take up a job that will put my integrity and Christian values in a state of compromise or doubt.

Though I must admit that the bait dangled in front of my eyes was quite pleasing and for a moment there, I was fooled into thinking that it was not that bad a thing to do.

Ah Wei, I couldn't tell you the name of the company because I was attempting to hide it from you. And anyone else who asked.

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A talk with Rozi helped to sort the job search thing a bit. I have been trying to get jobs that I'm not qualified for, nor have the experience to do. What I am trained for and have experience to do has been something I refused to do. Haha!

I wanted to do what I wanted to do because of the glitz and glamour factor. It was soley for me and my vanity that I wanted to do what I wanted to do. But now that I realized it, I will put on the correct perspective for this job search.

Thank You God for Your patience with me. I realized that I have been drifting away and acting like a child who has been deprived of too much over the years. I'm sorry. I will come back to You. Thank You for Your patience with me.

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swirly twirly me ~ *~*butterfly*~* ~
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